Almost in time is still to late.

I want to share something about my sweet Beth. She will be transferred in September to an institution that has a reputation of hurting little girls. Of all the unkind places in the country this institution has a bad reputation. They all are bad, so to be the BAD of the bad it is pretty scary. She will not see it coming. I can not imagine the lack of trust, the fear, the heartache, and the pain from the abuse my sweet girl is going to go through if i do not make it in time.

            Right now she is in one of the best orphanages with nannies that somewhat care. She is one of the lucky ones

This September they will do the transfers. My sweet beautiful girl will not be spared unless I come for her.

She will be transferred to a co-sex adult institution. Don't let the word institution confuse you, she will not get help, she will not get medical treatment, she will not receive therapy, and because she can not see she will be left in a crib for her remanding life. Many children do not survive this transfer, and die within the first year. This isn't new, and it isn't just my little girl, lots of little girls are being starved, raped, abused, and left to die alone deep in the valleys of the country side orphanages/institutions. She is headed to a rural area where she will easily be forgotten about. I mean out of site our of mind right.

I have a little girl at home, I'm sure many of you reading this do to, imagine them being dropped off in the deep country at a new home but lets not call it home, it is jail because she will never leave. she will die there, she will be abused, starved, and mistreated until  her fight is over.  Now you don't want to imagine that happening to your little girl but I am being forced to imagine this, and my sweet girl is on the road to the reality of it. No little sweet girl deserves what she is about to go through.  The most heart wrenching part of it is IT CAN BE STOPPED. 

I am willing to go get her, save her, love her, hold her close forever. Because of the price of the luxuries of coffee, chocolate, movies, special dinner, vacation, or just lack of care from society kids are suffering. she has a high risk of being transferred. I am trying so hard to get my children[3] home. Beth was our backup until something amazing happened... our social worker approved us for 3... This was a miracle for sweet Beth, she didn't have much time to find a family. But we are here, and we love her deeply. 

We should be leaving next month [August] to get our children but the only thing standing in our way is the extreme upfront costs of adoption. It isn't because of lack of care that we wait. Beth is our pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, child number 3 of our adoption. We have funded our first child who is aging out next month. We need 12,000 for each of our girls to be able to bring them home.. That is a total of 24,000 to save 2 lives. I imagine most cars on the road today cost more than that and almost everyone is willing to pay it and for a hunk of metal, this is a humane life, a beautiful life that was abandoned as a baby because of disability. 

She in all reality has been waiting forever for me, her mom to come save her from the wreckage of her life. Please help me help her .''almost in time is still to late.'' 

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My sweet Beth is not the only child at risk, all children need families, it is a natural right, they should not be left alone to die because of special needs. I have 3 biological children and this is my 1st adoption. I am not special but the kids are. 2 of my bio's have special needs and they are the biggest joy in my life, so much so that it took nothing but the knowledge of the orphan issue for me to say I WILL COME FOR YOU. The road to yes isn't that hard, and in most cases the only thing that stands between a child and their family is the upfront costs of adoption, mine will cost aprox 50,000. It is a high price but not for a life, in my case 3.  If you think you can say YES to love click HERE You will never regret it.